It’s almost 5 am now… I’m alone in my room doing nothing but watching L’arc~en~ciel’s Grand Cross Conclusion Tour VCD… Am tired but don’t want to sleep… If I fall asleep now probably I will lose all my inspiration for the song I am currently composing, or rather, trying to compose. The title will probably go along the lines of Kotae No Nai Itoshisa… Hahaha~ Okay stop guessing, it’s just the title of the song. I am not inflatuated with anyone at the moment.

Try to work on my new main RyuWorks site just now, ran into some technical problems, and decided to stop for the night. Sometimes it gets irritating when you run into problems like this. You feel irritated, and you give up easily. For me, however, I’ll just relax, slack, go to sleep, then continue. Probably about 24 hours later I will have solved my problem and completed at least half of my new site. Shucks… I think I’m nuts. Exams are coming and I am still doing this. Hahahaha…

Are there times in the night when you feel so alone and helpless in the world? It’s dark, late and everyone in the house is asleep. You feel like talking to someone so you go online. However, everyone you wish to talk to is either away or offline. You go offline, and tries to drive away the boredom by doing some other stuff, for example work on your new website. Yet it doesn’t help. You want to call someone, but it’s already 2 am in the night and it’s definately too strange if you just call on a friend whom you have never called before to chat. Probably it’s because you don’t have a habit of chatting on the phone, or maybe it’s just that very old concept of “phone chatting is only for talkative gers”. You may always appear talkative, crazy, and never-serious to everyone else, yet when you are by yourself it’s totally different. Do anyone really understand?

Sianz. Sianz. Sianz. I am going to sleep. Hyde just started singing Pieces so the disc will probably end in 5 mins. Until my next post, Seeya people.