I have always thought of myself not as a single entity, but multiple persons stuck in a single physical body. It’s really inconvienient during the times when I have to argue with someone, or when I need someone to talk to, or simply when I need explanations for the times when “I’m not being myself”.

Truth is, i still wonder how many people know who Ryu really is.

Right now, the number of personalities within myself is four.
1. Ryu

I have to confess, Ryu isn’t the real me. I call Ryu Ryu only because he is what I am when I am alone, when I am not being bothered by anything else. He is something what I will call my neutral state. That said, he is not the real Ryu simply because the amount of time I spend in this personality is really way too little. He is not my favorite personality either. There is just no way in hell I can be in a neutral state for long. I’ll go crazy.

2. 織田信長

I guess all my friends know who he is. Everyone tends to think that the reason for my continual professing that I am Nobunaga is just pure admiration or a secret desire to be like the number 1 warlord in Japanese history. That is not exactly true. The main reason why I tell people that I am Nobunaga, is simply because I am “Nobunaga” most of the time. Oda Nobunaga also happens to be my favorite personality.

Nobunaga is a weird fellow. He is driven by strong emotions (mostly negative ones), and has a extremely bad temper. He is irked/irritated by the smallest of things and kicks a very big fuss about it. He destroys and kills everyone and everything that either irritates him or stands in his way. He is fearsome and appears scary to most others except to the few who really knows him. That said, though, he is definitely not the most evil of my personalities. He is passionate, stubborn, and goes all out to get what he wants. He’ll be my perfect guy if I was female. Hehz.

However, Nobunaga is probably the main reason why I cannot have a relationship. The stronger the emotional attachment Nobunaga has to someone else, the more easily irritated he is of small little things which the other person does unintentionally. When that happens he tends to blow up. Big time. And for him the simplest way out is to kill the emotional ties by hook or by crook, although usually it is by hatred. He is always extremely distrustful of others, and relies heavily on his own instincts and first impressions about people. He does not forgive and forget any betrayals.

Having Nobunaga as a personality can be really harmful to my body. Especially during the times when he’s trying to kill off emotional ties with others. Chest pains are frequent.

3. 徳川家康

The most evil of my personalities. Schemes against others easily, even though they may not have offended him in any way or another. Another fearsome character after Nobunaga. Ieyasu is fearsome in his own ways. He is also probably the least favorite of my personalities. Only rarely does he control myself.

4. XXXXX XXXX

Secret character, tends to dominate the body these days. All I can say that is this guy is scary as well. Not in a fearsome way, but in how I see that he will be dominating for many years to come.